Thursday, May 24, 2007

Lessons of my Life...

I feared being alone until I learned to like myself.
I feared failure until I realized that I only fail when I don't try.
I feared success until I realized that I had to try in order to be happy with myself.
I feared people's opinions until I learned that people would have opinions about me anyway.
I feared rejection until I learned to have faith in myself.
I feared pain until I learned that it's necessary for growth.
I feared the truth until I saw the ugliness in lies.
I feared life until I experienced its beauty.
I feared death until I realized that it's not an end, but a beginning.
I feared my destiny, until I realized that I had the power to change my life.
I feared hate until I saw that it was nothing more than ignorance.
I feared love until it touched my heart, making the darkness fade into endless sunny days.
I feared ridicule until I learned how to laugh at myself.
I feared growing old until I realized that I gained wisdom every day.
I feared the future until I realized that life just kept getting better.
I feared the past until I realized that it could no longer hurt me.
I feared the dark until I saw the beauty of the starlight.
I feared the light until I learned that the truth would give me strength.
I feared change, until I saw that even the most beautiful butterfly had to undergo a metamorphosis before it could fly.

I was full of feared before but now I'm not


Alphabet of Happiness...


A--Accept
Accept others for who they are and for the choices they've made even if you have difficulty understanding their beliefs, motives, or actions.

B--Break Away
Break away from everything that stands in the way of what you hope to accomplish with your life.

C--Create
Create a family of friends whom you can share your hopes, dreams, sorrows, and happiness with.

D--Decide
Decide that you'll be successful and happy come what may, and good things will find you. The roadblocks are only minor obstacles along the way.

E--Explore
Explore and experiment. The world has much to offer, and you have much to give. And every time you try something new, you'll learn more about yourself.

F--Forgive
Forgive and forget. Grudges only weigh you down and inspire unhappiness and grief. Soar above it, and remember that everyone makes mistakes.

G--Grow
Leave the childhood monsters behind. They can no longer hurt you or stand in your way.

H--Hope
Hope for the best and never forget that anything is possible as long as you remain dedicated to the task.

I--Ignore
Ignore the negative voice inside your head. Focus instead on your goals and remember your accomplishments. Your past success is only a small inkling of what the future holds.

J--Journey
Journey to new worlds, new possibilities, by remaining open-minded. Try to learn something new every day, and you'll grow.

K--Know
Know that no matter how bad things seem, they'll always get better. The warmth of spring always follows the harshest winter.

L--Love
Let love fill your heart instead of hate. When hate is in your heart, there's room for nothing else, but when love is in your heart, there's room for endless happiness.

M--Manage
Manage your time and your expenses wisely, and you'll suffer less stress and worry. Then you'll be able to focus on the important things in life.

N--Notice
Never ignore the poor, infirm, helpless, weak, or suffering. Offer your assistance when possible, and always your kindness and understanding.

O--Open
Open your eyes and take in all the beauty around you. Even during the worst of times, there's still much to be thankful for.

P--Play
Never forget to have fun along the way. Success means nothing without happiness.

Q--Question
Ask many questions, because you're here to learn.

R--Relax
Refuse to let worry and stress rule your life, and remember that things always have a way of working out in the end.

S--Share
Share your talent, skills, knowledge, and time with others. Everything that you invest in others will return to you many times over.

T--Try
Even when your dreams seem impossible to reach, try anyway. You'll be amazed by what you can accomplish.

U--Use
Use your gifts to your best ability. Talent that's wasted has no value. Talent that's used will bring unexpected rewards.

V--Value
Value the friends and family members who've supported and encouraged you, and be there for them as well.

W--Work
Work hard every day to be the best person you can be, but never feel guilty if you fall short of your goals. Every sunrise offers a second chance.

X--X-Ray
Look deep inside the hearts of those around you and you'll see the goodness and beauty within.

Y--Yield
Yield to commitment. If you stay on track and remain dedicated, you'll find success at the end of the road.

Z--Zoom
Zoom to a happy place when bad memories or sorrow rears its ugly head. Let nothing interfere with your goals. Instead, focus on your abilities, your dreams, and a brighter tomorrow.



Monday, May 21, 2007

God's Miracle and Power of prayer 2

i have been facing the same test for this year...
God has tested me again trough someone that i love which is my grandpa...God really test my faith to him as i grow closer n closer to Him, He wanna c how strong is my faith to him...and i believe God does not test me in order to hurt me n defeat me, He did it because He love me too much and he believe that i will win every test....
God test me at the same time as last year...
My grandpa have been sick for few months but the most serious ones in within this month....
last semester break holiday i went back to see him at that time his sickness not really serious but i can see that he so suffering...till make me wanna cry when i saw his face...my parents has bring him to see doctor so many time but still no improvement...one nite my sister bring him to the Healing service prayer but still not improvement....i was so worry i only can pray n surrender all to God..i continuously pray for him i believe God will do the same thing to my grandpa as He did to my mom last year, i believe He will heal him.....since i came back from last semester break i always thinking of my grandpa....he very good to me,the memory i have with him when i was small just come out in my mind...and it make me very sad because, i hardly accept it something happen to him.... i love my grandpa.....every nite n day i continuously pray for him, i believe God will do something....everyday i waiting for the news from my sister about my grandpa...n every time i get the news, my sister said no improvement....last Tuesday my dad call me, he tell me that he already bought coffin for my grandpa n he said there is no hope anymore u just pray....but i never give up pray i believe God can do miracle once again in my family....till last Friday Prayer meeting Ps.Simon call up for ppl who are sick n for those who are family member that is sick right now....i stand up represent my grandpa....i really cry when pastor and all the church leader starting pray...i believe at that time God power has move in my grandpa life.....on the next day i sms my sis again n she told me my grandpa better than the day b4 i was so happy that mean God power really work in my grandpa life....n yesterday my sis call me she told me my grandpa getting better and now he like to eat as b4 he din't like to eat.....n the most good news i get is today......i can talk with my grandpa on the phone n his sound good...he told me "im safe".....hallelujah God...u r magnificent,wonderful,glorious .....You are powerful God.....i can describe how much i thank you once again u has made me win...
i believe every test that we face is to make us realize that depending on God is the most important...n God purpose to test us is He want to find out if we love Him with all our heart and all our soul....Amen

God's Miracle and Power of prayer 1

God is so good..........
He has answered my prayer...
and He did the Miraculous wonders into my family...
"He has healed my mom from the dangerous bacteria"
This is first test that i get during i walk closer to God,He test me through someone that i love the most, which is my mom, In the month of May last year(2006) my mom comitted to the Hospital due to the bacterias infection and doctor said the bacteria can cause to dead n this make me very shocked.At that time my mom really sick due to that bacterias, and doctor keep give her injection on order to kill those bacteria and doctor said if the bacterias still cant be killed within 3 or 4 days, they cant do anything to help...i was shock and scared..the thing that i can do is only pray, me n my sister prayed in cry, the only thing that we hope is miracle form God..me n my sister nonstop pray for my mom healing and my dad too..n i know at that time my dad very sad...n i believe God wanna tested my faith to Him n how i response to His test.
Hallelujah....God is powerful and magnificent, He has answered me n my sister prayer and also all the ppl that have been prayed so hard for my mom...within the three days after injection, doctor said the bacterias inside my mom body is dying and after one week the bacterias was killed, this really miracle from God and the power of prayer...
my mom only stay at hospital for 1 week instead of 2 weeks expected...after this matter my faith increased in Him...I believe everyone of us will face the test and through it God wanna know how is our heart to him and He want us to experience the victory. God test us to teach, to strengthen us to be in His image by appreciating Him more and He already knows our heart...I believe one reason testing comes is to help us to know our own heart and to make us stronger in Faith....Deuteronomy 13:3

Saturday, May 05, 2007

takethe life easy

just take your life easy
so everything will go smoothly